Thursday, January 14, 2010

Fear... Anxiety... 6w5d

I have been feeling incredibly anxious yesterday and today. To the point I cannot function, or think of anything else.

The "symptoms" I was having of some cramping and needing to pee often seem to have disappeared. Leaving me with no symptoms. I feel some dread and can't escape feeling like there's nothing in me. I have tried to relax and think positively, as that usually works, but that is not working for me anymore.

There's no way I can wait until next week to find out what's going on. I called the Dr's and after some fibbing about painful cramping, they scheduled me in for an appointment tomorrow morning.

Now I don't know how I'll make it the next 22 hours.

8 comments:

Kelli said...

Praying that everything is perfectly normal and that it's just that old IF anxiety. Oh, and I'd have fibbed to the doctor's office, too. :)

Jill said...

Good luck with the wait - I hope that everything will look great and you will be totally reassured!

PregnantInNyc said...

thanks for responding ladies. But did you ever have a time when you didn't feel pregnant at all? I'm dying here.

Red said...

I blogged about symptoms dissapearing a few days ago ( http://mrslemoncake.blogspot.com/2010/01/dread.html ) and received a heap of comments from people saying that they have heard of many people's symptoms coming and going. For the record, my sore boobs are back after I posted. I hope the comments offer you some reassurance before the appointment. Best of luck.

[cre] said...

Just hang in there darlin'. I have read that overwhelming worry is a symptom of early pregnancy! I am glad that you have that appointment in the morning! At the very least, it'll give you something to relax about :)

Thank you for the birthday wishes!

And my dr. hasn't yet discussed Ovidrel with me. This is my 3rd round of Clomid and I know statistics show it usually is at least the 3rd month before women get pregnant with it so I think the dr wants to exhaust the bare minimum options first. But I will definitely put that on my list to discuss with the dr next week!
Thank you :) And good luck tomorrow! Try to stay relaxed and calm (easier said than done, I know!) but that baby needs you to!!

Stefanie Blakely said...

Check out this blog post: http://abeautifulday.blogs.com/a_beautiful_day/2004/12/when_ivf_works_.html

Hope it makes you feel a little better!!!

Kelli said...

To answer your question...YES, I have had several times when I just did't "feel" pregnant. I still do occasionally. Then it will all come roaring back to me when I least expect it. :)

Try to hang in there...fingers crossed that you get a good report in the morning.

Crunchy Baby Mama said...

Oh yeah, DEFINITELY happens! As a matter of fact I personally wish it would happen to me more often :/